I Skipped Yoga Because I Didn’t Have Any Clean Pants

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Ever since I moved, my daily routine has been completely out of whack. Sure, it makes sense — moving is always disruptive, and it’s entirely natural that being in a new space will mean that I develop new routines.

Used to write in my journal at night? Maybe now morning time feels better. Used to practice yoga in my bedroom on the rare occasions when I practiced at home? Maybe now the living room seems like the right space. And so on and so forth.

All of that is good, probably healthy even! Change it up and keep it fresh. But the night before last I found myself in strangely familiar territory — an old sedentary habit, with groves so deep I easily slid right back into them without even noticing it was happening.

See, to go to yoga, you need pants. Now I’m not talking about fancy $100 yoga pants here, I’m just talking about whatever comfortable, stretchy pants will permit you to move in and out of yoga shapes. I have several pairs, enough to get me through about a week.

It started off innocently. Sunday I was tired, so I let myself off the hook. Monday was a holiday and who wants to do chores on a holiday? Then there was Tuesday. Tuesday was the prime laundry day. In fact, it was often the day I would do household chores at where I used to live. And I knew for a fact that every single pair of yoga pants was dirty (and not like the “you can kind of get away with wearing them again” sort of dirty). If I didn’t summon up the energy to do laundry on Tuesday night, I wouldn’t be able to go to class the following day.

When I got home from work on Tuesday, I immediately sat down on the couch. (Ohhh, mistake!) And once I sat down on that couch, I started in on the well-practiced mental games:

Maybe I have time to do a load of laundry after work, but before I go to the studio on Wednesday. (So not realistic.)

Maybe I don’t actually *want* to go to yoga class tomorrow. (I have never regretted going to the studio.)

Maybe I can buy a new pair of yoga pants at lunchtime tomorrow? (Ya, not gonna happen.)

Maybe I should practice yoga at home … I can just wear pajamas for that. (Shocker: didn’t happen.)

And before you knew it, I had totally rationalized why it would be okay for me to skip yoga class the following day. So I didn’t do laundry. 

When Wednesday rolled around, I still had three loads of laundry to do (which now felt like 3,000 because I’d spent countless hours over the previous three days thinking about how I needed to do it) and no clean yoga pants. I was in the mood to go to class, but definitely couldn’t go because now my laundry situation had reached a point where I wouldn’t have clothes to wear to work the following day, if I didn’t get my act together.

It was a humbling moment and I remembered something important: practicing yoga makes me feel good. It allows me to move my body, stretching and feeling my muscles activate. It helps calm my mind and keep me centered. It allows me to connect with an entire community of like-minded people. But showing up at the studio for class does not happen by accident. It happens only when I prioritize and make a conscious effort.

So I cried in frustration, got over it, did my laundry, and went to a lovely yoga class on Thursday night. Lesson learned (again).

How was your week?

10 comments

  1. I admit that my first thought was for you to just go with dirty pants! Lol, but I guess it depends on how dirty they were :-) Would anyone have known? I remember one time as a kid…I had a soccer game and couldn’t find a matching pair of soccer socks. I had two obviously different colors. I was too embarrassed to leave the house and go to the game, but my mom told me to suck it up and I went anyways. It wasn’t that bad.

    1. Welll, they were pretty dang dirty, but I’ll take that under consideration for next time! :P And I love the image of you in your mismatched soccer socks – thanks for sharing! <3

  2. Your avoidance behavior is so much more interesting than mine!

    1. It’s all about how you frame the issue … I bet we’ve all got some gems to share! :)

  3. munchiesnmarvels · · Reply

    Hi! I am a recent lurker referred to you from the lovely Alexis!

    I’ve been known to use the excuse, “the kitchen is dirty and I don’t want to clean it” to convince the husband we should go out to eat. Conversely, I also use, “I just cleaned the kitchen and don’t want to mess it up.” It’s a brilliant win-win!

    1. Ha! I so love this logic… brilliant! Thanks so much for stopping by … and Alexis is fabulous! I’m a fan. :)

  4. Pretty sure we’ve all done this in one form or another. :) Glad you went on Thursday!

    1. <——– yes, human. (So, why is it so hard not to have superhuman expectations?! :))

  5. Oh My, how i can relate! I fell off the “yoga wagon” about 3 years ago & trying to get back since. Have purchased promo deal, it expired. Got it extended out of studio’s kindness. Now have 20 classes to get in by April 12. First class tonight…that’s my story and I’m sticking to it! :) Wish me luck!

    1. I love that tonight is the night! It totally makes me think about this post https://bekahoutsidethebox.com/2013/03/09/just-unceremoniously-come-back-to-it – sometimes when the time is right, it’s just right. Plus, what I’m starting to see in my own life is that even the time we spend “off the wagon” is an important/necessary part of the larger “practice.” xo

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